New leather catsuit
Hello!
What a great summer! I just love this perfect weather here. I am happy. I have my new custom made leather catsuit. Here are some pictures of it. I did not get one of the front yet, I am planning a shoot soon to display it’s beauty. Here are a couple just to show you how very sexy it is on! Please leave me comment if you agree.
I booked my trip to Hawaii last night. I am going with a girlfriend. I am so happy, as I really do need to get away if only for a few days. Sept. 10-14. I am also planning to get to Amsterdam in early October.
I just finished reading “Memoirs of a Giesha”. It was so very good, I really loved it. Now I am going to see the movie. I almost don’t want to because I have created these wonderful images in my mind and I am afraid the movie will override those memories.
I know I tell of myself more than most. But at the same time, I have seen some writings from other Dominas that have actually really suprised me. Considering our lives are supposed to be a bit of a mystery. On the other hand, it is good just to be oneself and not change that because of what others think, to a certain degree. At the same time, this is a business.
Reading “Memoirs of a Geisha” was like living the life of a kept woman fifty years ago. It was not quite as glamorous perhaps as a kept woman’s life can be, actually much more so. She would go from party to party at various tea houses each night to entertain men in a very artistic fashion. She would only have sex with her “danna”, who is basically a formal version of the man that keeps a woman in a way. She was not allowed to have sex for pleasure because that could be taking the time away from business and giving her a bad name if it were found out. It is so sad to think that back then women had no choice at all in her destiny in this way. It is the ultimate goal to have a danna who she really likes or even loves. Most danna have wives at home. It was very common for men to have a geisha as well as a wife and the wife know about it. It would be one thing if the woman also had her freedom to have affairs, that would make sense, an open relationship. But this way, she is basically abused into submission. I don’t mean physical abuse, but I am sure that also was common back then. Women were subservient. That is depressing to look back on. I suppose we women are still struggling to make our stand. A friend used to quote Chris Rock on one of his stand up acts all the time. He would say “women would rule the world if only they could work together”. It is interesting to think about. If women could ban together and not back stab each other, they could form an empire like none other seen before. I don’t really think men allow each other to live in perfect harmony either, but they do seem to work together a bit better. Perhaps it is the anxiety oppression has caused over the years that causes women to be so competitive and jelous of each other insead of supporting each other and forming a strong bond. Maybe that is just another man making a judgement to put women down again. Have we really been given the chance? I once worked under a woman that was so power hungry with the little power she had that she drove everyone around her to hate her. That happens a lot it seems. It probably happens even more with men, it’s just expected of them, that’s the difference. Women are supposed to be the caretakers. Well, we should each take care of ourselves and give others a chance. I wonder what a female president would be like.
Blacklist tonight
Hello there,
I just talked to Sir Nik of Blacklist that puts it on, he is a friend of mine. It is on for tonight. Here is a description from the myspace site about the club.
“Out of the ashes of Dungeon comes BlackList Every Sunday night at the Knitting Factory! BlackList has the largest & most outragous Fetish show In Hollywood!! Sir Nik and his crew dominate the stage on new state of the art epuipment that you must see to believe. Sir Nik was responsible for the shows at the Dungeon in Hollywood when it was at Blue and A.D. He has also done shows at clubs DV8 and the Basement”.
See You This Sunday!
BLACK LIST 7021 Hollywood Blvd. 18 & Up Full Bar 10-2am (Plenty of safe parking below the club!)
EvilClubEmpire.com
So that’s it, I will be there with the Dennis Rodman Reality show film crew filming the final segment of the show. It should be fun. I look forward to having a drink afterward.
