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Kink in the Caribbean here I come!

October 29, 2010 at 5:00 pm (Uncategorized)

I am so excited to celebrate my birthday in Jamaica! A place I’ve never been before. I never wanted to be away from my friends and family for my birthday, but I think it’s time now! Some friends are going and I am sure I will make new ones. I love fun, carefree events where everyone at them is partying and having a great time.

http://www.lorinrichards.com/aravenabovepress.html I am so excited to go to this! I grew up listening to Rozz Williams, he was my very favorite artist. I can only imagine I must have listened to Only Theatre of Pain a million times as a lonely teenager, he soothed my wounded soul. His voice still comforts me more than any other. My second favorite is The Path of Sorrows, it is like listening to home to me. I finally had found someone who understood the pain I felt. I am sure many had idols they looked up to as teenagers, well mine was him. I love you Rozz! I still have the bootleg video of him singing “Angel” from his Dakus Karota album. I was screaming so loud he came over, held my hand and sang it right to me. “Ooh, you’re a mean little angel, you left me so hallow inside”. I have chills now writing this. I dreamed about him after he passed away, more than once. His death was the first suicide I endured. Another Scorpio  just like Veronica and I, he’s right in between us. I don’t understand the lack of strength there, but it’s not for me to understand, only accept. I have grown so much since those dark days. Now I have sunshine in my soul instead of darkness. I am still that little death rock girl at heart though, she will always be a part of me.

The depth I carry inside is what allows me to be the wonderful and effective Dominatrix that I am.  I love giving the therapy I give. I had someone cry at how happy he was that I was able to bring this fantasy he had trapped inside for so long and didn’t even know how to tell anyone about it. All I needed was a hint and he didn’t even have to say any more. I knew what he needed. It’s my gift, to read people most of the time. If someone comes to me open and honestly, I can usually pin point the treatment they need to purge those emotions they have kept hidden inside for so long.

If only others really understood what I do, especially other women! I do for those wives of the men I see, what they don’t want to deal with. I have tried many times to get my client to tell his wife about his needs just to be not only shot down, but put down, even made fun of in front of peers and embarrassed over it. I understand the fear most of them have to open up. Hey, it keeps me in business but on the other hand, most of them on both sides of it, don’t want to see their mate on that level. Most partners want to look up to them and though it may just be a private activity, they still don’t want to bother their mate with what might be considered totally vulnerable or even humiliating to the other. So, I am the perfect outlet. A non judgmental separate entity that has no involvement or  knowledge of their daily lives that they can come to and shed these emotions. Most people are not lifestyle fetishists like I am!

Now, I really do have to get ready for my trip. Hope you enjoy my written out thoughts. Peace and positive vibes from me, through the universe, to you. I am going to have a very happy birthday! Oh and thanks again for the gifts! I have kept my gifts page updated. Jamaica here I come!

I will use on my site in the future when I have time to redo the galleries.It’s my gift to my boots slave who got me these wonderful boots and continues to worship me from afar. Thank you my sweet boot slave!

Oh one last thing, I put in an order for a new pair of purple leather crotch high boots yesterday. Calf skin soft leather so I have to be extra careful with them.